6.25.2009


Tonight I'll wait until I know you're fast asleep to poison you with memories of you and me. I pray you die slowly so I could be the last thing you see.

6.21.2009

They can't tell me who to be
'Cause I'm not what they see
Yeah, the world is still sleepin'
while I keep on dreaming for me
And their words are just whispers and lies
that I'll never believe
Your pretty face is not enough.

6.20.2009

My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want.

It's not always rainbows and butterflies.


There is something
I see in you
It might kill me

But I want it to be TRUE...
The truth is hiding in your eyes
And its hanging on your tongue
Just boiling in my blood
But you think that I can't see
What kind of man that you are
If you're a man at all
Well I will figure this one out
On my own...
I'm screaming "I love you so"
On my own...
My thoughts you can't decode.

6.19.2009

I'll hold you closer and tell you I love you
But it won't matter in the end

It's obvious you're leaving soon

Just another heart to mend.
We spent some time
together crying
Spent some time just trying
to let each other go
I held your hand so very tightly
and told you what I would be dreaming of

6.17.2009

I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it
Cuz I'm in love with you

You're the only one,
I'd be with till the end
When I come undone
You bring me back again
Back under the stars
Back into your arms.

6.14.2009

Isn't anyone trying to find me?
Won't somebody come take me home?
It's a damn cold night
trying to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand?
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
but I'm with you

6.12.2009

On my knees, I'll ask last chance for one last dance.
.
Well you can dig me up a grave
And try and stick me in the ground
Well you can tie me to the bed
And try and beat me half to death
But you can never keep me down



.
I got this feeling in my veins,
this train is coming off the track
I'll ask polite if the devil needs a ride
Because the angel on my right
ain't hanging out with me tonight.
All I need is you
Come please I'm callin'
And oh I scream for you
Hurry I'm falling! I'm falling!

Say it to me
And I'll leave this life behind me
Say it, if it's worth saving me

6.08.2009


I will run the streets and hostile lands
I will touch the rain with all I have
I will breathe the air, to scream it loud
My feet will never touch the ground.
Because the days they feel, like ancient clocks
Like when kids grow up, and learn to walk.
Because your life is full of pure desire
A place so gloriously wired
With lights and sounds,
Oh God, this is such a mess,
And it's like our world, but we're the last ones left
And the hair, it stands on the back of our necks
And I swear, it shows
Heaven must be just like this.
Everyday I wake
I tell myself a little harmless lie
"The whole wide world is mine"

6.05.2009

No, I don't know the way out of this mess


I saw just what it does
When it's too hard for you to face it
Still pushing you to make it

There's something that's been calling me
I feel that I'm still incomplete
without knowing what I expect
There's no way that I can perfect