9.27.2009

I learned the hard way
that they all say things you want to hear
And my heavy heart sinks deep down under you and
your twisted words,
Your help just hurts
You are not what I thought you were
Hello to high and dry
Convinced me to please you
Made me think that I need this too
I'm trying to let you hear me as I am

9.25.2009

If looks could kill, you'd be a murderer
.
maybe just a whore.
I'm sorry for, I'm sorry for, I'm sorry for,
bleeding on your porch.
I know I know I know,
knew that it wasn't right,
but of course,
I tried to keep my heart
inside of my chest
but that fell through

9.24.2009


If you're lost you can look and you will find me
Time after time
If you fall I will catch you; I'll be waiting
Time after time

I'll take my heart
and rip my feelings out
before they make me doubt

9.22.2009

You're the only thing
that drives me crazy
You're the only thing

that brings me down
You're the only one in the world

that can save me
Just take my hand,

don't let me down.
If I could, I would kiss you


Believe me, believe me, believe me

9.21.2009

Ouch!
I have lost myself again. Lost myself and I am nowhere to be found. Yeah, I think that I might break, lost myself again and I feel unsafe. Be my friend, hold me. Wrap me up, unfold me. I am small and needy. Warm me up and breathe me.

9.16.2009



She has two arms to hold me

Four legs to wrap around me
She's not your typical girlfriend
She's my alien

She knows when something is wrong,
when something doesn't belong
She can read in my mind
And she can be assured
that with me there is no conspiracy
She's not wasting her time

She can take me to the place
that she calls home,
in a spaceship that will someday be my own
Please take me to your leader
Tell her I will surrender

My love, intergallactic friend
She's my alien

9.14.2009

First kiss time?
Will you still love me in the morning?
Forever and ever, babe.

9.12.2009


Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you

I tried to be someone else
But nothing seemed to change
I know now, this is who I really am inside.
Finally found myself
Fighting for a chance.
I know now, this is who I really am.
I'm missing you so much, I'll see you die tonight
Just so I can get to you before the sun will rise
I know the signs are on and I feel this too
None of that ever seems to matter when I'm holding you

And I'm wasting away, away from you
And I'm wasting away, away from you

What have I gotten into this time around
I know that I had sworn I'd never trust
anyone again but I didn't have to

You had me at hello.

I've never seen a smile that can light the room like yours
It's simply radiant, I feel more with everyday that goes by
I watch the clock to make my timing just right

Would it be okay?
Would it be okay if I took your breath away?

You gave me butterflies (you are so cute)
at the mailbox (you had me at hello)

I know that I had sworn I'd never trust
anyone again but I didn't have to
You had me at hello
Can't read my, Can't read my,
No, you can't read my POKER FACE

9.07.2009

Oh, star fall down on me
Let me make a wish upon you
Hold on, let me think
think of what I'm wishing for


Wait, don't go away.
Just not yet.
Cause I thought I had it.
But I forget.

And I won't let you fall away from me.
You will never fade.

And I won't let you fall away from me.
You will never fade away from me.

And now I let my dreams consume me,
And tell me what to think.
But hold on,
Hold on.
What am I dreaming?


Oh, star fall down on me.
These scars, they will not fade away.

.
.
.
And you do your best to show me love, but you don't know what love is.
This isn't what you wanted.
You don't deserve a point of view,
if the only thing you see is you.

Next time you point a finger,
I might have to bend it back
or break it, break it off
next time you point a finger
I hope it's at the mirror.

9.05.2009

Someday there'll be a cure for pain
That's the day I throw my drugs away
When they find a cure for pain

I propose a toast to my self control.
You see it crawlin, helpless on the floor

Are you still dying, darling?

Are you still dying darling?
Are you still in pain?
Are you still crying,
despite the morphine in your veins?

9.03.2009

.
We're both looking for something
We've been afraid to find
It's easier to be broken
It's easier to hide

9.02.2009

Find me here, speak to me
I want to feel you
I need to hear you
You are the light that's leading me
to the place where I find peace again.

You are the strength, that keeps me walking.
You are the hope, that keeps me trusting.
You are the light to my soul.
You are my purpose...you're everything.

How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

You calm the storms, and you give me rest.
You hold me in your hands, you won't let me fall.
You steal my heart, and you take my breath away.
Would you take me in? Take me deeper now

Cause you're all I want, you're all I need,
you're everything, everything.

Round in circles, lets start over

.
Back to the place we knew beforer
trace our steps to the basement door,
I'll ask you if the rain still makes you smile,
Like so much time that we spent in the fall
it put color in our cheeks while the air turned cold,
Preceding what became our bitter end.

And I won't pretend I understand
Alone with you, alone with me
What can I do? I can not breath
My heart is torn, for all to see
Alone with you, alone with me.

9.01.2009

Please just don't play with me
My paper heart will bleed
This wait for destiny won't do
Be with me please I beseech you
Simple things, that make you run away
Catch you if I can

Tears fall, down your face
The taste, is something new
Something that I know moving on is,
easiest when I am around you.


So bottle up old love,
and throw it out to sea,
watch it away as you cry
A year has passed,
the seasons go

Waiting, day to day it goes through
My lips are sealed for him
My tongue is tied to a dream of being with you
To settle for less is not what I prefer


Summer time, the nights are so long
The leaves fall down,
and so do I into the arms of a friend
Winter nights
My bedside is cold, for I am gone
And spring blossoms you to me.