10.02.2009


Taking everything for granted but we still respect the time
We move along with some new passion knowing everything is fine
And I would wait and watch the hours fall in a hundred separate lines
But I regain repose and wonder how I ended up inside

I'm gonna go on living like I never met you
And it'll feel wrong at first
But I think I can forget you
Ignore the fact that we sleep no more than three feet apart
I feel you now, you're all around me, underneath me
You're all around me, underneath me

It's in the air now
bitter tears and broken hearts
We're teenagers
we count the years
we think we're smart but we're not
We don't know anything

So don't ask me where I'll go
Cause frankly, I don't know
And I don't give a shit

Why must we all make sense?
Oh, I just won't make sense
For once I'm just gonna live
I'm just gonna live

I'll let it go on...
Can you see the love you left inside of me?

9.27.2009

I learned the hard way
that they all say things you want to hear
And my heavy heart sinks deep down under you and
your twisted words,
Your help just hurts
You are not what I thought you were
Hello to high and dry
Convinced me to please you
Made me think that I need this too
I'm trying to let you hear me as I am

9.25.2009

If looks could kill, you'd be a murderer
.
maybe just a whore.
I'm sorry for, I'm sorry for, I'm sorry for,
bleeding on your porch.
I know I know I know,
knew that it wasn't right,
but of course,
I tried to keep my heart
inside of my chest
but that fell through

9.24.2009


If you're lost you can look and you will find me
Time after time
If you fall I will catch you; I'll be waiting
Time after time

I'll take my heart
and rip my feelings out
before they make me doubt

9.22.2009

You're the only thing
that drives me crazy
You're the only thing

that brings me down
You're the only one in the world

that can save me
Just take my hand,

don't let me down.
If I could, I would kiss you


Believe me, believe me, believe me

9.21.2009

Ouch!
I have lost myself again. Lost myself and I am nowhere to be found. Yeah, I think that I might break, lost myself again and I feel unsafe. Be my friend, hold me. Wrap me up, unfold me. I am small and needy. Warm me up and breathe me.

9.16.2009



She has two arms to hold me

Four legs to wrap around me
She's not your typical girlfriend
She's my alien

She knows when something is wrong,
when something doesn't belong
She can read in my mind
And she can be assured
that with me there is no conspiracy
She's not wasting her time

She can take me to the place
that she calls home,
in a spaceship that will someday be my own
Please take me to your leader
Tell her I will surrender

My love, intergallactic friend
She's my alien

9.14.2009

First kiss time?
Will you still love me in the morning?
Forever and ever, babe.

9.12.2009


Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you

I tried to be someone else
But nothing seemed to change
I know now, this is who I really am inside.
Finally found myself
Fighting for a chance.
I know now, this is who I really am.
I'm missing you so much, I'll see you die tonight
Just so I can get to you before the sun will rise
I know the signs are on and I feel this too
None of that ever seems to matter when I'm holding you

And I'm wasting away, away from you
And I'm wasting away, away from you

What have I gotten into this time around
I know that I had sworn I'd never trust
anyone again but I didn't have to

You had me at hello.

I've never seen a smile that can light the room like yours
It's simply radiant, I feel more with everyday that goes by
I watch the clock to make my timing just right

Would it be okay?
Would it be okay if I took your breath away?

You gave me butterflies (you are so cute)
at the mailbox (you had me at hello)

I know that I had sworn I'd never trust
anyone again but I didn't have to
You had me at hello
Can't read my, Can't read my,
No, you can't read my POKER FACE

9.07.2009

Oh, star fall down on me
Let me make a wish upon you
Hold on, let me think
think of what I'm wishing for


Wait, don't go away.
Just not yet.
Cause I thought I had it.
But I forget.

And I won't let you fall away from me.
You will never fade.

And I won't let you fall away from me.
You will never fade away from me.

And now I let my dreams consume me,
And tell me what to think.
But hold on,
Hold on.
What am I dreaming?


Oh, star fall down on me.
These scars, they will not fade away.

.
.
.
And you do your best to show me love, but you don't know what love is.
This isn't what you wanted.
You don't deserve a point of view,
if the only thing you see is you.

Next time you point a finger,
I might have to bend it back
or break it, break it off
next time you point a finger
I hope it's at the mirror.

9.05.2009

Someday there'll be a cure for pain
That's the day I throw my drugs away
When they find a cure for pain

I propose a toast to my self control.
You see it crawlin, helpless on the floor

Are you still dying, darling?

Are you still dying darling?
Are you still in pain?
Are you still crying,
despite the morphine in your veins?

9.03.2009

.
We're both looking for something
We've been afraid to find
It's easier to be broken
It's easier to hide

9.02.2009

Find me here, speak to me
I want to feel you
I need to hear you
You are the light that's leading me
to the place where I find peace again.

You are the strength, that keeps me walking.
You are the hope, that keeps me trusting.
You are the light to my soul.
You are my purpose...you're everything.

How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

You calm the storms, and you give me rest.
You hold me in your hands, you won't let me fall.
You steal my heart, and you take my breath away.
Would you take me in? Take me deeper now

Cause you're all I want, you're all I need,
you're everything, everything.

Round in circles, lets start over

.
Back to the place we knew beforer
trace our steps to the basement door,
I'll ask you if the rain still makes you smile,
Like so much time that we spent in the fall
it put color in our cheeks while the air turned cold,
Preceding what became our bitter end.

And I won't pretend I understand
Alone with you, alone with me
What can I do? I can not breath
My heart is torn, for all to see
Alone with you, alone with me.

9.01.2009

Please just don't play with me
My paper heart will bleed
This wait for destiny won't do
Be with me please I beseech you
Simple things, that make you run away
Catch you if I can

Tears fall, down your face
The taste, is something new
Something that I know moving on is,
easiest when I am around you.


So bottle up old love,
and throw it out to sea,
watch it away as you cry
A year has passed,
the seasons go

Waiting, day to day it goes through
My lips are sealed for him
My tongue is tied to a dream of being with you
To settle for less is not what I prefer


Summer time, the nights are so long
The leaves fall down,
and so do I into the arms of a friend
Winter nights
My bedside is cold, for I am gone
And spring blossoms you to me.

8.30.2009

-It kills me to say this
-Then don't.
-I'm trying to do what's right here
-Who are you to tell me what's right for me? You think I haven't thought about this?
I want my life to be with you
-I don't
-You don't...wanna be with me?

8.21.2009

Oh, how I hope you don't
take your chances with circumstances,
I know you're better than that
I thought you would take advantage
I know you're much better than that
So keep your mind from feeling trapped

8.19.2009


And when that world slows down, dear.
And when those stars burn out, here.
Oh he'll be here, yes he'll be here,
They call him love, love, love, love, love.

He is love, and he is all I need.
I wanna scream I LOVE YOU from the top of my lungs!
.

8.13.2009

I think I love you,
but I ain't saying nothing you don't know.

8.12.2009

She's a riot girl and she's angry at the world

.
Emergency, call 911
.
She's pissed off at everyone
.
Police, rescue, FBI
.
She wants a riot, she wants a riot!

8.11.2009


I know that song makes you think of her.
And it tears me to know that you still might go back again.
Please hear me calling you.
I want you to know that it's true,
I can't live without you.

So take my hand, may I have this last dance?
'Cause it's raining outside and we don't live forever,
So take my hand...

Give me your heart boy I will keep it safe and sound.
I promise I will never let it hit the ground.
I'll keep it all patched up so you will finally see
that me and you boy we were always meant to be.


And I know it may be hard to get through,
But baby go where your heart tells you to.
And now there's only one thing left to say,
Is that you truly make my day.
So give yourself a smile,
For doing what you've done.
I know she tore your heart into pieces.
But boy I'll fix it up if you want.


So take my hand.

8.10.2009


Now if I do it like this, will you do it like that?

Now if I touch like this, will you touch me right back?
Now if I move like this, will you move me like that?
Come on! Shake, shake, shake, shake, shake it!

8.09.2009


Nothing's getting better, I'm just getting used to it.

8.07.2009


Obsessive love runs deep through my veins
You're like the drug that keeps me sane
My heart will never beat the same
Can't you see I'm dying
just to keep your love next to me?
please set me free!
Let's not wait any longer
Here I stand
Take Me
Take Me
Take me as I am!

8.06.2009

"You and me"

my favorite phrase.
The girls, they have their eyes all over you,
And you're loving every second of attention.
I need to find just some way to get through,
Or at least some way that I can mention.

I'm feeling you,
You're feeling me,
What exactly is holding us back?
I'm feeling you,
. Are you feeling me?
Just give me something,
give me, give me, give me anything.

Oh it's you, and it's true,
You're electric I can't get over it.

You're running through my veins you feel like a freight train,
I'm trying everything to keep my hands off of you.

So give me something,
Please just give me anything,
Cause I want you more than they do.

And oh no, I think I lost myself in your deep blue eyes,
And oh no, I think it's time we cut to the chase tonight.
Oh it's you, and it's true,
You're electric, I can't get over it.

I'm feeling you, You're electric
You're feeling me, and I can't get over it
What exactly is holding us back?

Just give me anything.

8.05.2009


And you're As wEak as the heaRts yoU break.
And he's so fine,
he thinks she's so damn fine.
He might be fine,
but he ain't worth a second of my time.

8.04.2009

If I only had the heart...


If I could gather up the nerve
I'd put my feelings into words

And if I weren't so young, or stupid, or restless
I might be able to just soon forget this
Just forget this...

Please just forget me
When I'm out all alone on the east coast.
And please don't forgive me
When you're home all alone and you need me most

Oh if I only had the heart
To find out exactly who you are
You know I'd try now
But it's just fine
No, you can't save me
It's no fault but mine
Please, just blame me...
He's fresh to death,
He'll be the death of you,
Seduction leads to destruction.
He's fresh to death,
He'll be the death of me,
He's fresh, he is.
But not so clean.

7.29.2009

I coulda been the one you noticed
I coulda been all over you
I coulda been like all the others
Is that what I'm supposed to do?
.
It woulda been really stupid,
if I woulda went home with you
to give you everything you wanted
It woulda been way too soon
.
I try to be sensative,
I try to be tough
I try to walk away...
I try to be innocent
I try to be rough
But I just wanna play
.
You're my daydream,
you know that I've been thinking about you... lately
And everytime I look at you
I can't explain, I feel insane,
I can't get away
You're my daydream
.
And you know, and you know, and you know, and you know,
You're making me insane
And you know, and you know, and you know, and you know,
You're doing it again.

Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
. Images

You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick

I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you

I should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me

. Images

And when you left you kissed my lips
You told me you'd never ever forget these images, no

I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
without you on my mind
So you're gone and I'm haunted

And I bet you are just fine
Did I make it that easy?
To walk right in and out of my life?
.
.
.

I should've known you'd bring me heartache

Almost lovers always do.

7.28.2009



You're worth so much
It'll never be enough to see what you have to give
How beautiful you are
Yet seem so far from everything you're wanting to be

Tears falling down again
Tears falling down...

You fall to your knees
You beg, you plead
"Can I be somebody else for all the times I hate myself?"
Your failures devour your heart in every hour,
You're drowning in your imperfection

You mean so much,
that heaven would touch the face of humankind for you
How special you are
Revel in your day
You're fearfully and wonderfully made
You're wonderfully made...


Tears falling down again
Come let the healing begin

You're worth so much
So easily crushed
Wanna be like everyone else
No one escapes
Every breath we take dealing with our own skeletons

Won't you believe, yeah
all the things I see in you
.
You're not the only one drowning in imperfection.

7.26.2009

You left me standing there
You didn't even care
You just walked away
I felt so scared
You never even looked back at me
So unaware of how cruel you could be
I was always there
Did you ever care?

Did you ever care for me?
Did you ever believe in me?
Did you ever love me?
Did you? Did you? Did you?

You didn't have to fall
I didn't need your tears
I didn't want your pity
Just any feeling at all would have been sufficient
I never felt so small, so insignificant
You left me naked with nothing at all
How could I be so blind?

Did you ever care for me?
Did you ever believe in me?
Did you ever love me?
Did you? Did you? Did you?
.
Falling down
Darkness surrounds me
I open my eyes
I bow my head and cry

Did you ever believe in me?
Did you ever even love me?
Did you? Did you? Did you?
I wanna hate you so bad
But I can't stop this
anymore than you can

So honestly, how could you say
those things when you know they don't mean anything
And you know very well
that I can't keep my hands to myself,
hands to myself

You've got this silly way
of keeping me on the edge of my seat
But you're only counting the clock against the train
And I'm miserable, oh
Got this silly way of keeping me up on the edge of my seat,
And you're just getting started
I'm miserable, oh

You've got me right where you want me
Let's never talk, let's never,
let's never talk about this again because...
I didn't want it to mean that much to me

7.23.2009


She's everything I'm not



7.16.2009

Sometimes we'd never know what's wrong without the pain
Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same
Maybe you want it, maybe you need it
Maybe it's all you're running from
Perfection will NOT come.