It might hurt you but it's KILLING me.

Should've kissed you there
I should've held your face 
I should've watched those eyes instead of run in place 
I should've called you out 
I should've said your name 
I should've turned around

I should've looked again

But oh, I'm staring at the mess I made
I 'm staring at the mess I made

I 'm staring at the mess I made
As you turn, you take your heart and walk away
Should've held my ground 
I could've been redeemed for every second chance that changed its mind on me 
I should've spoken up 
I should've proudly claimed 
that oh my head's to blame 
for all my heart's mistakes

O T O T W.

And I need you tonight
I'll fall asleep and it's alright
Close my eyes and I'll be by your side

We could pack up and leave all our things behind

No fact or fiction or storyline

Cause I need you more than just for tonight

You're oh oh oh like air

I can't stop my breathing in

I'm weak and you were my medicine

I won't stop till I am under your skin

We're on our knees

with our fingers in our throats

to fit into the smallest jeans

We're on our knees

~

Counting carbs and calories

Slaves to this routine

It's such a shame

~

Diseased, this city is, spread by magazines

and movie scenes that almost could

welcome you to Hollywood

Diseased, this city is

~

We're flying high on hopes and dreams

and crash land to reality

Killing yourself is an addiction

We starve ourselves 'till our next audition

~

Dreaming of beauty

I'm dreaming of seeing them

Dreaming of beauty

I'm dreaming of being them

We all want something

more than just a

simple life

The first time staying out all night. The last that we got away with lies. I can hear it in the back of my mind. Over and over again. I want to do it again

'Cause I was there when you said forever and always
and you didn't mean it baby, I don't think so.

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

Do you believe in hallucinations, silly dreams or imaginations?
Don't go away cause I feel you this time
Don't go away cause I need you there this time.

Brand new eyes; 2010

I'm sorry I have to say it but you look like you're sad
Your smile is gone; I've noticed it bad
The cure is if you let in just a little more love
I promise you this, a little's enough

Where are those secrets now that you're too scared to tell? I'd whisper them all aloud so you can hear yourself.

Music starts playin' like the end of a sad movie,
It's the kinda ending you don't really wanna see.
Cause it's tragedy and it'll only bring you down,
Now I don't know what to be without you around.

I am finding out that maybe I was wrong; That I've fallen down and I can't do this alone.

Stay with me, this is what I need, please?

Te digo adiós y acaso con esta despedida
mi más hermoso sueño muera dentro de mí;
pero te digo adiós para toda la vida
aunque toda la vida siga pensando en vos,
siga pensando en vos.

A kiss with a fist is better than none

You hiT me once,

I hit you back

You gave a kick,

I gave a sLap

You smashed a plate over my head

then I set fire to ouR bed

I am falling down,

try and stop me

It feels so good to hit the ground,

you can watch me

fall right on my face,

It's an uphill human race,

and I am falling down

Sunday was a bright day yesterday. Dark cloud has come into the way

Why can't I face it?

Am I too blind to see?

Why did he go?

Why did he leave me?

There's so much I can't say

Do you want me to hide the feelings

and look the other way?

You're not alone

Together we stand

I'll be by your side, you know

I'll take your hand

When it gets cold

And it feels like the end

There's no place to go

You know I won't give in

No I won't give in

Keep holding on'
Cause you know we'll make it through,
we'll make it through

Just stay strong

'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you

There's nothing you could say,

nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth

So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

So far away

I wish you were here
Before it's too late, this could all disappear

Before the doors close
And it comes to an end

With you by my side I will fight and defend

I'll fight and defend

Hear me when I say, when I say I believe

nothing's gonna change, nothing's gonna change destiny

Whatever's meant to be will work out perfectly

Cassie: Do you know what hurts most about a broken heart? Not being able to remember how you felt before...try and keep that feeling, because...if it goes...you'll never get it back

Chris: What happens then?

Cassie: You lay waste to the world...and everything in it.

Cassie: [psychotically, while cutting an apple with a carving knife] Chris and Jal... Jal and Chris... more couples! More and more couples! [staring at the knife] Have you ever been in love?
Jal: I don't think so...
Cassie: [smiling] Do you want me to describe it to you?
Jal: [nervously] Okay...
Cassie: Do you remember when you rode with me in the ambulance after I tried to kill myself?
Jal: Of course.
Cassie: That's what love feels like.
[Cassie puts her knife down and looks at her apple. Jal hides the knife anxiously]

I see your true colors shining through
I see your true colors
that's why I love you
So don't be afraid to let them show
your true colors,
true colors, are beautiful

like a RAINBOW

Show me your smile
Don't be unhappy
Can't remember when
I last saw you laughing
If this world makes you crazy
And you've taken all you can bear
Just call me up because you know I'll be there

-When will I see you again?
-Time moves quickly. Just think; yesterday you were a farm boy. Today you are a hero. Tomorrow may see us together again.
-Then I'll be waiting for tomorrow.

.

-Tomorrow may come sooner than you think.

-That's the spirit; one part brave, three parts fool.

"La vida es una continua sucesión de abandonos."

So insecure and uninspired
I never sleep so I'm always tired
I try to listen, but I'm too wired
Put up a front so I don't get fired

I try too hard to be smart and funny

Pretend like there's more to my life than money

I've given up on achieving perfection

But I have perfected the art of deception

All of my confidence is completely counterfeit

Life is a hazy daze, chaotic escapade

It's getting me high, but making low

I feel so shallow, I feel so shallow

So inconsistent and overrated

Rip out my heart while my ego's deflated

I get a kick out of being persistent

Push me away and increase the resistance

Keeping your secrets is too confidential

Spreading the lie that has too much potential

Call me fake, call me lost and conceited
I may be weak, but I won't be defeated

I've got it all, but I feel so deprived

I go up, I come down and I'm emptier inside

Tell me what is this thing that I feel like I'm missing

And why can't I let it go

There's gotta be more to life...

Than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me

Cause the more that I'm...

Tripping out thinking there must be more to life

Well it's life, but I'm sure...there's gotta be more

Than wanting more

Last night I dreamed of you

Dream too perfect to be true

Together in a place where blossoms grew

.

Last night I dreamed of you

Inside my dream was love so new

The sun was shining and the sky was blue

.

I wish I could be one of those girls,
who doesn't care what people think.
But I'm not.
I wish I could say
all the right things
without sticking my foot in my mouth.

To be popular
never insecure
like the girls who have it all.

Such an easy ride
they don't even try
it can make you feel so small.

I wish I didn't want to be one of those girls
but to be honest with you
sometimes I do.

I wonder what it would be like to be head of the world.
not feel empty inside
to be satisfied.
just like, just like, just like
one of those girls.

I imagine that I'm one of those girls
who looks just right
in whatever she wears.
The kind of girl who gets whatever she wants
by just a smile with flip of her hair.

It seems so unfair
when you can't compair.
to the flawless beauty queens.
when you don't come close
to the models you see in the magazines.

I know deep inside.
I'm alright. I'm just fine.

"Sí, ahora tengo amigas (y de las mejores) pero ellas no creen que sea especial, simplemente que estoy loca. “Una loca linda” como está de moda catalogar a los retorcidos mentales para que no se violenten. Y no es que yo crea que soy una retorcida. Sí, a decir verdad creo que soy una retorcida, pero concuerdo con mis amigas: no puedo hacerle daño a nadie. Solamente a mi misma o a otros por medio de mí. Llegó una época en mi vida cuando en vez de enojarme con alguien me castigaba a mi misma para afectar a ese otro alguien."

"Abzurdah" por Cielo Latini

I close my eyes

and all I see is you

I close my eyes,

I try to sleep,

I can't forget you

I won't let you bring me down

It's here and now I'm breaking out

I will learn to love again

But I will stand a broken girl

You make breaking hearts look so easy

Seems like you've done this before

You've got breaking hearts all but down

and you've done this, you've done this before

You make stealing hearts look so easy

Where is the boy I adore?

You've got breaking up all but down

and I can't love a thief anymore

Imperfection till my bones

Something's missing

And I don't know how to fix it

Something's missing

And I don't know what it is

No, I don't know what it is at all

There's a part of you that you wish you knew

She tries to explain, oh boy

I wanna be fixed, I wanna be broken

I wanna be closed, I wanna be open

The love I thought had died is still alive

and I hope that you don't mind

It's been a long year without you And I can't seem to go one day without thinking about you
It's not that I doubt you, if I found you
would I put my arms around you
Wish I could let you know how much I miss you
Entertain the pain, if I could I would kiss you
I wanna be with you
I've tried letting go, I don't know how to quit you

I spent a long time without you
I'm still doing everything I can just to not think about you
Not that I doubt you, if I found you
Would I let my thoughts surround you
I feel just a little bit stronger
I'll wait just a little bit longer
But I'm doing just fine without you, babe

Some people change and some just won't

You can't take back the words you wish you'd never said

Promises break and lovers will lie

You hold up your hands and let out a sigh

So smile right before you fall

And lay beside this mess and call it consequence

Somebody said that life isn't fair

When somebody else was saying a prayer

I still try holding onto silly things, I never learn!

We're left alone, left alone
Watch us slowly disappear with time
Unknown, still unknown
Forgotten, lost, and left behind

.

.

.

.

.

You're not worth my attention

You had your chance and you lost it.

I don't believe that everything you've known about me
is gone forever
And I won't forget the days that we spent forever,

it haunts me

I'll always remember
It was late afternoon
It lasted forever
And ended too soon
You were all by yourself
Staring up at a dark gray sky
I was changed

Taking everything for granted but we still respect the time

We move along with some new passion knowing everything is fine

And I would wait and watch the hours fall in a hundred separate lines

But I regain repose and wonder how I ended up inside

I'm gonna go on living like I never met you

And it'll feel wrong at first

But I think I can forget you

Ignore the fact that we sleep no more than three feet apart

I feel you now, you're all around me, underneath me

You're all around me, underneath me

It's in the air now

bitter tears and broken hearts

We're teenagers

we count the years

we think we're smart but we're not

We don't know anything

So don't ask me where I'll go

Cause frankly, I don't know

And I don't give a shit

Why must we all make sense?

Oh, I just won't make sense

For once I'm just gonna live

I'm just gonna live

I'll let it go on...

Can you see the love you left inside of me?

I learned the hard way

that they all say things you want to hear

And my heavy heart sinks deep down under you and

your twisted words,

Your help just hurts

You are not what I thought you were

Hello to high and dry

Convinced me to please you

Made me think that I need this too

I'm trying to let you hear me as I am

If looks could kill, you'd be a murderer

.

maybe just a whore.

I'm sorry for, I'm sorry for, I'm sorry for,
bleeding on your porch.
I know I know I know,
knew that it wasn't right,
but of course,
I tried to keep my heart
inside of my chest
but that fell through

If you're lost you can look and you will find me

Time after time

If you fall I will catch you; I'll be waiting

Time after time

I'll take my heart
and rip my feelings out
before they make me doubt

You're the only thing
that drives me crazy
You're the only thing
that brings me down
You're the only one in the world
that can save me
Just take my hand,

don't let me down.

If I could, I would kiss you

Believe me, believe me, believe me

Ouch!
I have lost myself again. Lost myself and I am nowhere to be found. Yeah, I think that I might break, lost myself again and I feel unsafe. Be my friend, hold me. Wrap me up, unfold me. I am small and needy. Warm me up and breathe me.