5.10.2010

Everyday I fight a war against the mirror
I can't take the person staring back at me

I'm a hazard to myself
Don't let me get me
I'm my own worst enemy
It's bad when you annoy yourself,
so irritating
Don't want to be my friend no more
I wanna be somebody else

I wanna be somebody else

LA told me,
You'll be a pop star.
All you have to change is everything you are.’
Tired of being compared to damn Britney Spears
She's so pretty
That just ain't me

So doctor, doctor

won't you please prescribe me something?
A day in the life of someone else

It might hurt you but it's KILLING me.

5.02.2010

Should've kissed you there
I should've held your face 
I should've watched those eyes instead of run in place 
I should've called you out 
I should've said your name 
I should've turned around
I should've looked again

But oh, I'm staring at the mess I made
I 'm staring at the mess I made


I 'm staring at the mess I made
As you turn, you take your heart and walk away
Should've held my ground 
I could've been redeemed for every second chance that changed its mind on me 
I should've spoken up 
I should've proudly claimed 
that oh my head's to blame 
for all my heart's mistakes

3.16.2010

O T O T W.

And I need you tonight
I'll fall asleep and it's alright
Close my eyes and I'll be by your side
We could pack up and leave all our things behind
No fact or fiction or storyline
Cause I need you more than just for tonight
You're oh oh oh like air
I can't stop my breathing in
I'm weak and you were my medicine
I won't stop till I am under your skin

2.11.2010

We're on our knees
with our fingers in our throats
to fit into the smallest jeans
We're on our knees
~
Counting carbs and calories
Slaves to this routine
It's such a shame
~
Diseased, this city is, spread by magazines
and movie scenes that almost could
welcome you to Hollywood
Diseased, this city is
~
We're flying high on hopes and dreams
and crash land to reality
Killing yourself is an addiction
We starve ourselves 'till our next audition
~
Dreaming of beauty
I'm dreaming of seeing them
Dreaming of beauty
I'm dreaming of being them

2.08.2010



















We all want something
more than just a
simple life
The first time staying out all night. The last that we got away with lies. I can hear it in the back of my mind. Over and over again. I want to do it again

'Cause I was there when you said forever and always
and you didn't mean it baby,
I don't think so.

1.10.2010


And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

1.03.2010


Do you believe in hallucinations, silly dreams or imaginations?
Don't go away cause I feel you this time
Don't go away cause I need you there this time.

12.25.2009

I'm sorry I have to say it but you look like you're sad
Your smile is gone; I've noticed it bad
The cure is if you let in just a little more love
I promise you this, a little's enough
Where are those secrets now that you're too scared to tell? I'd whisper them all aloud so you can hear yourself.

12.24.2009

Music starts playin' like the end of a sad movie,
It's the kinda ending you don't really wanna see.
Cause it's tragedy and it'll only bring you down,
Now I don't know what to be without you around.

12.23.2009

I am finding out that maybe I was wrong; That I've fallen down and I can't do this alone.
Stay with me, this is what I need, please?

12.22.2009

Te digo adiós y acaso con esta despedida
mi más hermoso sueño muera dentro de mí;
pero te digo adiós para toda la vida
aunque toda la vida siga pensando en vos,
siga pensando en vos.

12.20.2009

A kiss with a fist is better than none


You hiT me once,
I hit you back
You gave a kick,
I gave a sLap
You smashed a plate over my head
then I set fire to ouR bed

12.18.2009


I am falling down,
try and stop me
It feels so good to hit the ground,
you can watch me
fall right on my face,
It's an uphill human race,
and I am falling down

12.14.2009

Sunday was a bright day yesterday. Dark cloud has come into the way

Why can't I face it?
Am I too blind to see?
Why did he go?
Why did he leave me?

12.11.2009

There's so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
and look the other way?

12.07.2009

You're not alone
Together we stand
I'll be by your side, you know
I'll take your hand
When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
There's no place to go
You know I won't give in
No I won't give in


Keep holding on'
Cause you know we'll make it through,
we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say,
nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through


So far away
I wish you were here
Before it's too late, this could all disappear
Before the doors close
And it comes to an end
With you by my side I will fight and defend
I'll fight and defend


Hear me when I say, when I say I believe
nothing's gonna change, nothing's gonna change destiny
Whatever's meant to be will work out perfectly

12.06.2009

Cassie: Do you know what hurts most about a broken heart? Not being able to remember how you felt before...try and keep that feeling, because...if it goes...you'll never get it back

Chris: What happens then?

Cassie: You lay waste to the world...and everything in it.
Cassie: [psychotically, while cutting an apple with a carving knife] Chris and Jal... Jal and Chris... more couples! More and more couples! [staring at the knife] Have you ever been in love?
Jal: I don't think so...
Cassie: [smiling] Do you want me to describe it to you?
Jal: [nervously] Okay...
Cassie: Do you remember when you rode with me in the ambulance after I tried to kill myself?
Jal: Of course.
Cassie: That's what love feels like.
[Cassie puts her knife down and looks at her apple. Jal hides the knife anxiously]


I see your true colors shining through
I see your true colors
that's why I love you
So don't be afraid to let them show
your true colors,
true colors, are beautiful








like a RAINBOW
Show me your smile
Don't be unhappy
Can't remember when
I last saw you laughing
If this world makes you crazy
And you've taken all you can bear
Just call me up because you know I'll be there

12.05.2009


-When will I see you again?
-Time moves quickly. Just think; yesterday you were a farm boy. Today you are a hero. Tomorrow may see us together again.
-Then I'll be waiting for tomorrow.
.
-Tomorrow may come sooner than you think.













-That's the spirit; one part brave, three parts fool.