10.29.2013

Although it hurts, 
I'll be the first to say I was wrong
Oh, I know I'm probably much too late
to try and apologize for the mistakes
But I just want you to know...

Hmm, he buys me flowers,
he holds my hand...
And he gives me all his hours
'cos he has the chance
Takes me to all the parties
cause he remembers how much I love to dance
Does all the things you should've done
when you were my man
Tener sobrepeso es vivir sabiendo que jamás vas a protagonizar la escena del chape a upa contra la pared.
Y si, siempre hay cosas peores.

There is no magic cure, no making it all go away forever. There are only small steps upward; an easier day, an unexpected laugh, a mirror that doesn't matter anymore. 

WHY? 

is the wrong question.

Ask 

WHY NOT?

10.22.2013

Me angustio porque estoy gorda y como porque estoy angustiada.

10.20.2013

Y si para nuestro amor
 no encuentro un buen adjetiv
es por que te amo mucho, mucho mas 
del "te amo" que te digo.
Quiero que sepas
cuánto me haces bien
me haces bien, me haces bien
Te quiero de mil modos
te quiero sobre todo
me haces bien, me haces bien, me haces bien

10.19.2013





















La clave 
de la   
 felicidad
 es tener 
 mala   
memoria.

10.18.2013

Forever is a long time...


but I wouldn't mind spending it by your side.

10.11.2013


You have a dangerous face, an illegal taste.
Toco tu boca, con un dedo toco el borde de tu boca, voy dibujándola como si saliera de mi mano, como si por primera vez tu boca se entreabriera, y me basta cerrar los ojos para deshacerlo todo y recomenzar, hago nacer cada vez la boca que deseo, la boca que mi mano elige y te dibuja en la cara, una boca elegida entre todas, con soberana libertad elegida por mí para dibujarla con mi mano por tu cara, y que por un azar que no busco comprender coincide exactamente con tu boca que sonríe por debajo de la que mi mano te dibuja.


     Me miras, de cerca me miras, cada vez más de cerca y entonces jugamos al cíclope, nos miramos cada vez más de cerca y nuestros ojos se agrandan, se acercan entre sí, se superponen y los cíclopes se miran, respirando confundidos, las bocas se encuentran y luchan tibiamente, mordiéndose con los labios, apoyando apenas la lengua en los dientes, jugando en sus recintos donde un aire pesado va y viene con un perfume viejo y un silencio. Entonces mis manos buscan hundirse en tu pelo, acariciar lentamente la profundidad de tu pelo mientras nos besamos como si tuviéramos la boca llena de flores o de peces, de movimientos vivos, de fragancia oscura. Y si nos mordemos el dolor es dulce, y si nos ahogamos en un breve y terrible absorber simultáneo del aliento, esa instantánea muerte es bella. Y hay una sola saliva y un solo sabor a fruta madura, y yo te siento temblar contra mí como una luna en el agua.
M-I-E-D-O-A-P-E-R-D-E-R-T-E

10.09.2013



And that's when you hold me, you hold me
You tell me that you know me, I'll never be lonely
Say we made it through
the storm now...

Every time he smiles
let him in again



Everything is fine
when you're standing in the 
eye of the hurricane

9.25.2013


You were in college working part time waiting tables
Left a small town, never looked back
I was a flight risk with a fear of fallin

Wondering why we bother with love if it never lasts

I say "Can you believe it?
As we’re lying on the couch?"
The moment I can see it.
Yes, yes, I can see it now.

Do you remember, we were sitting there by the water?

You put your arm around me for the first time.
You made a rebel of a careless man’s careful daughter.
You are the best thing that’s ever been mine.


Flash forward and we’re taking on the world together,
And there’s a drawer of my things at your place.
You learn my secrets and you figure out why I’m guarded,

You say we’ll never make my parents’ mistakes.

But we got bills to pay,
We got nothing figured out,

When it was hard to take,
Yes, yes, this is what I thought about

Do you remember all the city lights on the water?

You saw me start to believe for the first time
You made a rebel of a careless man’s careful daughter

You are the best thing that’s ever been mine.



And I remember that fight, two-thirty am
As everything was slipping right out of our hands
I ran out crying and you followed me out into the street

Braced myself for the "Goodbye."
Cause that’s all I’ve ever known
Then you took me by surprise

You said, "I’ll never leave you alone."

You said, "I remember how we felt sitting by the water. 
And every time I look at you, it’s like the first time. I fell in love with a careless man’s careful daughter.
She is the best thing that’s ever been mine."

7.26.2013

I wake up in the morning, put on my face
the one that's gonna get me through another day
Doesn't really matter how I feel inside
'cause life is like a game sometimes

But then you came around me, the walls just disappeared
Nothing to surround me and keep me from my fears
I'm unprotected, see how I've opened up
Oh, you've made me trust

Because I've never felt like this before
I'm naked around you, does it show?
You see right through me and I can't hide
I'm naked around you,
and it feels so right

I'm trying to remember why I was afraid 

to be myself and let the covers fall away
I guess I never had someone like you,
to help me, to help me fit in my skin


7.25.2013

Oh, oh and the agonys turning into thought
Oh and nothing is what I thought it was 
Oh and the agonys turning into thought
Oh and nothing is what I thought it was


And I can't wait to start again,

7.29.2011


I pitty the fool that falls in love with you...

6.21.2011

I'LL RIP THAT SCANDALOUS BITCH IN TWO!
I'LL RIP THAT SCANDALOUS BITCH IN TWO!
I'LL RIP THAT SCANDALOUS BITCH IN TWO!
I'LL RIP THAT SCANDALOUS BITCH IN TWO!
I'LL RIP THAT SCANDALOUS BITCH IN TWO!
I'LL RIP THAT SCANDALOUS BITCH IN TWO!
I'LL RIP THAT SCANDALOUS BITCH IN TWO!
I'LL RIP THAT SCANDALOUS BITCH IN TWO!
I'LL RIP THAT SCANDALOUS BITCH IN TWO!
I'LL RIP THAT SCANDALOUS BITCH IN TWO!

11.26.2010

We hold on tight to these memories that never die.-


We have had the time of our lives
and now the page is turned
The stories we will write
We have had the time of our lives
and I will not forget the faces left behind

It's hard to walk away from the best of days
but if it has to end, I'm glad you have been my friend
In the time of our lives