7.29.2009

I coulda been the one you noticed
I coulda been all over you
I coulda been like all the others
Is that what I'm supposed to do?
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It woulda been really stupid,
if I woulda went home with you
to give you everything you wanted
It woulda been way too soon
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I try to be sensative,
I try to be tough
I try to walk away...
I try to be innocent
I try to be rough
But I just wanna play
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You're my daydream,
you know that I've been thinking about you... lately
And everytime I look at you
I can't explain, I feel insane,
I can't get away
You're my daydream
.
And you know, and you know, and you know, and you know,
You're making me insane
And you know, and you know, and you know, and you know,
You're doing it again.

Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
. Images

You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick

I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you

I should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me

. Images

And when you left you kissed my lips
You told me you'd never ever forget these images, no

I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
without you on my mind
So you're gone and I'm haunted

And I bet you are just fine
Did I make it that easy?
To walk right in and out of my life?
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.
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I should've known you'd bring me heartache

Almost lovers always do.

7.28.2009



You're worth so much
It'll never be enough to see what you have to give
How beautiful you are
Yet seem so far from everything you're wanting to be

Tears falling down again
Tears falling down...

You fall to your knees
You beg, you plead
"Can I be somebody else for all the times I hate myself?"
Your failures devour your heart in every hour,
You're drowning in your imperfection

You mean so much,
that heaven would touch the face of humankind for you
How special you are
Revel in your day
You're fearfully and wonderfully made
You're wonderfully made...


Tears falling down again
Come let the healing begin

You're worth so much
So easily crushed
Wanna be like everyone else
No one escapes
Every breath we take dealing with our own skeletons

Won't you believe, yeah
all the things I see in you
.
You're not the only one drowning in imperfection.

7.26.2009

You left me standing there
You didn't even care
You just walked away
I felt so scared
You never even looked back at me
So unaware of how cruel you could be
I was always there
Did you ever care?

Did you ever care for me?
Did you ever believe in me?
Did you ever love me?
Did you? Did you? Did you?

You didn't have to fall
I didn't need your tears
I didn't want your pity
Just any feeling at all would have been sufficient
I never felt so small, so insignificant
You left me naked with nothing at all
How could I be so blind?

Did you ever care for me?
Did you ever believe in me?
Did you ever love me?
Did you? Did you? Did you?
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Falling down
Darkness surrounds me
I open my eyes
I bow my head and cry

Did you ever believe in me?
Did you ever even love me?
Did you? Did you? Did you?
I wanna hate you so bad
But I can't stop this
anymore than you can

So honestly, how could you say
those things when you know they don't mean anything
And you know very well
that I can't keep my hands to myself,
hands to myself

You've got this silly way
of keeping me on the edge of my seat
But you're only counting the clock against the train
And I'm miserable, oh
Got this silly way of keeping me up on the edge of my seat,
And you're just getting started
I'm miserable, oh

You've got me right where you want me
Let's never talk, let's never,
let's never talk about this again because...
I didn't want it to mean that much to me

7.23.2009


She's everything I'm not



7.16.2009

Sometimes we'd never know what's wrong without the pain
Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same
Maybe you want it, maybe you need it
Maybe it's all you're running from
Perfection will NOT come.

6.25.2009


Tonight I'll wait until I know you're fast asleep to poison you with memories of you and me. I pray you die slowly so I could be the last thing you see.

6.21.2009

They can't tell me who to be
'Cause I'm not what they see
Yeah, the world is still sleepin'
while I keep on dreaming for me
And their words are just whispers and lies
that I'll never believe
Your pretty face is not enough.

6.20.2009

My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want.

It's not always rainbows and butterflies.


There is something
I see in you
It might kill me

But I want it to be TRUE...
The truth is hiding in your eyes
And its hanging on your tongue
Just boiling in my blood
But you think that I can't see
What kind of man that you are
If you're a man at all
Well I will figure this one out
On my own...
I'm screaming "I love you so"
On my own...
My thoughts you can't decode.

6.19.2009

I'll hold you closer and tell you I love you
But it won't matter in the end

It's obvious you're leaving soon

Just another heart to mend.
We spent some time
together crying
Spent some time just trying
to let each other go
I held your hand so very tightly
and told you what I would be dreaming of

6.17.2009

I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it
Cuz I'm in love with you

You're the only one,
I'd be with till the end
When I come undone
You bring me back again
Back under the stars
Back into your arms.

6.14.2009

Isn't anyone trying to find me?
Won't somebody come take me home?
It's a damn cold night
trying to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand?
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
but I'm with you

6.12.2009

On my knees, I'll ask last chance for one last dance.
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