9.27.2009

I learned the hard way
that they all say things you want to hear
And my heavy heart sinks deep down under you and
your twisted words,
Your help just hurts
You are not what I thought you were
Hello to high and dry
Convinced me to please you
Made me think that I need this too
I'm trying to let you hear me as I am

9.25.2009

If looks could kill, you'd be a murderer
.
maybe just a whore.
I'm sorry for, I'm sorry for, I'm sorry for,
bleeding on your porch.
I know I know I know,
knew that it wasn't right,
but of course,
I tried to keep my heart
inside of my chest
but that fell through

9.24.2009


If you're lost you can look and you will find me
Time after time
If you fall I will catch you; I'll be waiting
Time after time

I'll take my heart
and rip my feelings out
before they make me doubt

9.22.2009

You're the only thing
that drives me crazy
You're the only thing

that brings me down
You're the only one in the world

that can save me
Just take my hand,

don't let me down.
If I could, I would kiss you


Believe me, believe me, believe me

9.21.2009

Ouch!
I have lost myself again. Lost myself and I am nowhere to be found. Yeah, I think that I might break, lost myself again and I feel unsafe. Be my friend, hold me. Wrap me up, unfold me. I am small and needy. Warm me up and breathe me.

9.16.2009



She has two arms to hold me

Four legs to wrap around me
She's not your typical girlfriend
She's my alien

She knows when something is wrong,
when something doesn't belong
She can read in my mind
And she can be assured
that with me there is no conspiracy
She's not wasting her time

She can take me to the place
that she calls home,
in a spaceship that will someday be my own
Please take me to your leader
Tell her I will surrender

My love, intergallactic friend
She's my alien

9.14.2009

First kiss time?
Will you still love me in the morning?
Forever and ever, babe.

9.12.2009


Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you

I tried to be someone else
But nothing seemed to change
I know now, this is who I really am inside.
Finally found myself
Fighting for a chance.
I know now, this is who I really am.
I'm missing you so much, I'll see you die tonight
Just so I can get to you before the sun will rise
I know the signs are on and I feel this too
None of that ever seems to matter when I'm holding you

And I'm wasting away, away from you
And I'm wasting away, away from you

What have I gotten into this time around
I know that I had sworn I'd never trust
anyone again but I didn't have to

You had me at hello.

I've never seen a smile that can light the room like yours
It's simply radiant, I feel more with everyday that goes by
I watch the clock to make my timing just right

Would it be okay?
Would it be okay if I took your breath away?

You gave me butterflies (you are so cute)
at the mailbox (you had me at hello)

I know that I had sworn I'd never trust
anyone again but I didn't have to
You had me at hello
Can't read my, Can't read my,
No, you can't read my POKER FACE

9.07.2009

Oh, star fall down on me
Let me make a wish upon you
Hold on, let me think
think of what I'm wishing for


Wait, don't go away.
Just not yet.
Cause I thought I had it.
But I forget.

And I won't let you fall away from me.
You will never fade.

And I won't let you fall away from me.
You will never fade away from me.

And now I let my dreams consume me,
And tell me what to think.
But hold on,
Hold on.
What am I dreaming?


Oh, star fall down on me.
These scars, they will not fade away.

.
.
.
And you do your best to show me love, but you don't know what love is.
This isn't what you wanted.
You don't deserve a point of view,
if the only thing you see is you.

Next time you point a finger,
I might have to bend it back
or break it, break it off
next time you point a finger
I hope it's at the mirror.

9.05.2009

Someday there'll be a cure for pain
That's the day I throw my drugs away
When they find a cure for pain

I propose a toast to my self control.
You see it crawlin, helpless on the floor